Have the demons got me?

Another set up. Even Carol can cut and past bette than you.

Derek wrote:
I believe the WTBTS is not inspired by God. I partake in open criticism of
the JW faith. I don't do this because I know they are the truth am bitter
because I don't have the guts to live like they do, or that I am too self
centered too change. I do this because I truly believe they are uninspired
by God.

I don't believe Jehovah as believed by JW's exists.

I have a mental illness. I'm thankful that I receive professional help at
this time. This is only because I was persuaded away from the JW faith. When
I was associated with them I was recommended to stay away from psychiatric
services by the elders. I was told I didn't need them and that doing
Jehovah's will was all that was required to feel ok. That wasn't true. I
never got better no matter how much I did. I now know why, because it has
all been explained by doctors. I won't go into too much detail here...but my
problem allows delusionary thought processes to control my mind. It can be
frightening, but I know it's not real and that there is a medical reason for
it. It was inherited through my mother's genes.

I still don't believe the JW faith. Or that Jah of the bible exists. Is this
part of my mental problem? Is it because of this that I can't see that the
JW's are right? Or is it because the demons have tricked me?

Either way, I can't see how it's my fault. I didn't ask to be a mentally
disturbed person. And if the demons overpower me and I don't even realise it
happened, then what can I do?

So, what do the JW's think will happen to me at Armageddon? Would Jehovah
rescue me because of my illness?